It takes moments like these. Where I am alone within the crowd… there are the moments I remember missing you. I suppose it`s necessary, the loneliness. The crowd in which you aren`t reminder me to seek you, in which not a glimpse can be found… and where the slightest resemblance comes out, my heart beats wildly within me.. It is my soul calling out, or my flesh seeking comfort? Where do my priorities lie? Is it in the persistence of searching for you in all your depth and beauty, or is it flashing lights and glitter that catches my eye? Is my ear turned to the shepherd`s voices, or has my eye been caught by a branch held out by one who seeks to seduce me, pull me away from my first love? Sure, I`m not doing wrong, but my ear is deafened to His voice.
Where have my depths gone?