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YOU`VE HEARD, YOU SAID

But have you heard it from me?

Have you heard of the way I feared again:

I feared a loss forever long

I feared reaching out so other will see,

Reach out, love me, and care for me

I feared caring for others because imminently,

Some will leave, depart eternally.

I feared reaching for those lost, selfishly

For if they`re not touched they`re gone to eternity

I feared knowing I tried all, gave all my love

And still it wasn`t enough ,

Still they choose another way

Meaningless and empty day after day.

More than all that I feared not loving

I feared hardening myself to the Spirit`s moving

For if I didn’t reach out, who will?

If I don`t sacrifice my heart, who will?

So I was waiting…

Waiting for the right time, but what time is the perfect time?

Stop waiting for opportune time and redeem

The time, because time goes by, and one day

We`ll run out

“It was never the right time”

Redeem ye the time, because the days are evil…

Evil in taking what we give away?

Evil in the sense that we throw it away?

Every moment is a time for reaching out,

An opportunity to touch, to heal, to help

This time it`s me begging you to use your time

I may be begging selfishly, desperately, wretchedly…

How long will you be silent

When God has sent you: His word, His swords,

How long will you be silent

When you`re called to win a war already fought

How long until time`s gone by?

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DAMASCUS ROAD

Did You meet him on a Damascus road with all Your awesome glory,
Or in the deadly silent nights when all he felt was lonely?
Did You call him louder than the games he played,
Or speak softer than the tears he cried?
Could You, in last of days, his heart invade,
Or did he live past You till the day he died?

Abba, will I get to see him in eternal grace,
Or will I evermore just remember his face?
Father, I cry in all of this
For never before I’ve felt eternal loss
My questions answered, but remain, I will
Hoping in You he’s found his fill

Better it is to have a life with You spent
But enough it is to be saved by the hairs on his head…

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WATER-BEARERS AND WOOD-CARRIERS

There are these key things that break my heart

Every time they fall upon my ear

That, in our hospitals, lives have a cost

That, in our schools, children get lost

As I walk along the streets I lift my feet

To trample upon a chips packet here, and

A cigarette butt there…

I don`t throw my own out there

But there are people to pick it up

See, now they can have a job.

People throw garbage on our streets,

Claiming to create jobs for those it suits

Without thought of the stolen dreams

Of them underneath the sunbeams

As they`re stuck in the repeat

Of being trampled under our feet

Like the trash we walk over instead

Of simply bending down to lend

Our support to the development

Of another`s potential intent

Water-bearers and wood-carriers broken beneath

A burden needless for them to heave

If only we will carry them ourselves

This…burden on my heart

For people lost to our loveless acts

Our excuses that we can`t do anything

Our empty words, they don`t need that offering

Simply an act of love…

Simply an act of love…

And one day we will hear the names

Of those lost in the fray

Caught up in cleaning our mess

Stuck settling for less

Theirs could be the names

Called to honour because they

Took care of our sick

And defend our weak

They gave rest to our tired

Made our children inspired

They taught our children in schools

Showed them the wisdom of rules

They fought for rights of the oppressed

Lifted the burdens of the stressed

Their names called to honour

Lifted on a banner

But now…

They are stuck

Cleaning messed left

By people claiming to create

Jobs for the jobless

They are stuck

Picking up trash

That are tramped on

As we believe that trash…

Picks up trash…

i…

I will no longer be walking on, over, past trash…

I am bending down, picking up, lifting the dreams

Of those left in our mess

So help me God

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What Happens Anyway

I remember the first fight

The Bated breath, blurred eyes

On my knees, begging please,

Are you sure this is right?

Can you see me? Can you hear me?

I`m fighting, for us

Stay with me, but it just

Isn`t enough, I fear

You left anyway.

I remember the first release

The aching heart, numbing chill

Standing strong in mind and will

Yet deep inside still begging please

You can`t see me. You can`t hear

My pain won`t heal you

It won`t lift you, so

You won`t see a single tear

Because you left anyway

I remember every prayer

May healing cry, blessing plea

Abba, please let them seeh Thee

Never as Yours will be my care

You can see me. You can hear

I`m still fighting for them

Better now than ever then

On my knees, playing down my fear

Because You let them leave anyway

I remember coming to trust

That taking them away from me

Was actually making them free

To see You as they truly must

Can they see You? Can they hear?

I don`t need to be

In their lives for them to see

That You will always be near

You have a plan for them anyway

Today if I stand at another release

With Prayerful hear, hurting, though

Knowing I must let them go

And to You only I will give my plea

I can see them, I can hear

They`re fighting strong,

But never alone

I`ll keep carrying them to You in prayer

Though You will lift them anyway

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I Will Lift You

Tears hang on the edge of lashes

That was once coated in black, but

With tear wave after wave washes

Was swiped to side in sooty cut

A hand lifted to back of neck

Pressing down, eyes squeezed tightly shut

A muttered word, “For goodness sake.”

A dull thudding in head and gut

A smile, edge burdened with pain

The laugh where a sob is concealed

Silence, for words will show the one

Of the light she carefully shields

God knows she has given her all

Goad knows she`s tried her very best

He knows she`s heeded ev`ry call

She did all she could on each test

She trusted that those she cared for

Would have her best interest at heart

Yet looking at what`s come before

Feels that they have torn her apart

Abba, You know I’ve been trying

I want to help, to serve, to love

But I’ve felt as if I`m dying

Falling off the edge with a shove

I am getting out now, Abba

You have, given me Your strong hand

Told me, “Enough now, Yedidyah.”

You are placing me on dry land

“People continue to fail, dear.”

“They will break you and steal from you,”

“I won`t leave you desolated, hear?”

“I will lift you and sustain you”

The plan I have for you is good

Close your ears to their words, my dove

Listen to My voice and I could

Lead you to My plan of real love

My love will rejoice in your right

And in changing your world to peace

For you, love, I’ll go on to fight

I`ve measured for you a good piece

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Hello Little Bird

Hello, little bird, with your song so sweet

How beautiful you shine with summer`s heat

You words touch my ear, your melody clear

Sing, sing even louder, you raise my care

Come near, little dove, there`s strength in your wings

Your feathers hold dignity, You`ll draw kings

Clothed in gold, in silver, refined by fire

Within your beauty lies the King`s desire

Come closer, my love, come hear of your worth

Your heart so pure, not of gold, but of earth;

Not hard, but soft; supportive of growth,

Of life in abundance, where death you loath

Though shattered before, you`ve risen in truth

Despite being broken, hurt in your youth

I`ll cover your pain, make sure you have none

I`ll draw you closer, and we can be once

I`ll take you away; away from these beasts

That look to destroy, devour, and seduce

In the cleft of the rock, I`ll hide you away,

Where ever by your side, I`m sure to stay.

Come here, little friend. Come where it is still

Hear the melody of love. Drink your fill.

Pour out this tune, mighty as a fountain.

I will sing with you. To you I`ll be known.

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He Gives. He Takes.

As He gives, He takes away, and gives again

So many people come and go

Sometimes I fear opening up

I give my heart easily as a whole

One person, my friend, I love fully

The time goes by through all of this

And finally, one day, they`re bound to leave

Does it make me love them less?

Stubborn. I am unbelievably stubborn.

Do I reach out? Maybe once or twice

Then let them go, if you love them

They`ll come back, if they love you, too

Or sothey say,

 But they all died in the flood

Where is the balance, then, between holding

On and letting go? Does anybody know?

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What You Settle for

There`s so much more than what you settle for

There`s it`s knocking but you`re not opening the door

Happiness based on happenstance is what you seek,

Yet happiness, next to joy is insufficient and weak

Helpless

I feel helpless because you refuse to be helped

You cry out in pain, yet protest being helped

“I can’t help you,” I`m desperate to wail

Yet you`re turning to me with your mind so frail

Truth

I have spoken the truth many a times

I`ve held up the lantern and continued to shine

But I`ve come to realize what Jesus imported

When He told how birds stole seeds and departed seeds

Of Truth

Of Life

Oh, how I wish –

How I pray that you could stop being

Foolish

Stop throwing out life on the road

Where you`ll pass it by, then see it swallowed

“We`ll see what time will do,” you say

Have you not seen enough today?

That birds eat seeds and what is it…then?

It`s discarded, waste, refuse, even…

Refuse

You refuse to seek where help is found

You refuse to accept when truth is sound

You speak of when people aren`t enough

Yet you refuse to go to the source of

Love

There`s so much more than what you settle for

Hope and joy; Live waits behind, that door.

Don`t leave Him knocking, knocking ignored

He can help you, I give you my word.

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Late Night Conversations

Hear the whisper of the gentlest wind

As it frolics through the trees

The tittering of these giant being

As it tickles through their leaves

The creak and groan as heartier gusts

Then press for fallen doom

While the strength within their inner care

Strikes to miss that tomb

Hear the splitter, splatter of drops that clatter

Against the great and haughty lake

And the pitter, patter as it proceeds to flatter

The shallow liquid flake

The rushing splash as conclusions clash

Of water from an high

While the depths below stored fully assured

Its salvation justified

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Ticking, Tocking

There`s a clock in the back of my mind

Ticking, tocking counting down the time

You have but a moment to spare

Till the long-awaited date is there

See, there`s a plan laid out for me

A path formed carefully, meticulously

I don’t quite know yet the way to go

The Master designer knows precisely though

I`m counting down the moments

In less anxiety than pure excitement

Careful, though to measure each second

Spent on tightening each priceless

I`m waiting in anticipation

For the plan He has in preparation

But even as I`m staying still

I will cherish each one that will

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